Michaela Taylor @MamaMichaelax

Had a complete meltdown at work tonight. My manager shared his own struggles w/ me and I was so grateful. Just spent an hour sat on the motorway bridge because I literally felt paralysed to the spot. Trying not to beat myself up. Day by day. Hour by hour. Breath by breath.

So thankful to be able to share my story. #petalsofpositivity 💐

WiganToday @WigToday

2 days ago

So thankful to be able to share my story. #petalsofpositivity 💐

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Every so often, I feel I’m getting a little bit of ‘me’ back. It’s been so long since I’ve enjoyed cooking. Last night, I made my husbands fave meal, ate by candlelight + talked about how far I’d come. Don’t forget those things that seem little, they’re huge when recovering.

Been made aware of this by my friend that has been waiting for therapy for a long time. If you score 3 or more out of 8 then you likely have a PD apparently. For me, I see reactions to trauma, depression + the cross over of neurodivergence is terrifying. When will we learn?

THIS. 👏 It’s a pretty repetitive cycle for me.

First time back at a train station since that awful day. The thoughts are racing through my mind. I’m so lucky to still be alive. I’m so blessed to have found those flowers. I think I’m happy to be alive. Did I really just say that?

Can MH professionals please stop throwing diagnoses round like confetti. Words are important, diagnoses matter - both to the individual and any subsequent MH professionals providing treatment and care. They are not easily erased. See the person and the context

Michaela Taylor @MamaMichaelax

2 weeks ago

Can MH professionals please stop throwing diagnoses round like confetti. Words are important, diagnoses matter - both to the individual and any subsequent MH professionals providing treatment and care. They are not easily erased. See the person and the context

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Heartbroken. “Adjustment disorder” put on my medical records, from a consultant that diagnosed me (wrongly) on the spot after meeting me for 5 minutes. I’m not just a statistic for you to “solve”, I’m a human, a mummy, someone that deserves genuine help.

It upsets me so much to see these comments from a fellow loss parent. I have always been grateful for my living children, but I’ve had 6 miscarriages and a stillbirth and babies don’t replace babies.

I don’t think people understand that when you’re actively suicidal and even on your way to/attempting to end your life that it’s still utterly terrifying. It has been for me, at least. I’m so grateful I’m not in that place currently.

Words from my father in relation to me: “She needs to get her head sorted” “I know she lost Zach, but she should be over it by now” “She just needs to snap out of it” If only it was that easy. If only he knew just how much I was battling. Mental illness, is an illness.

I’m slowly learning what self-care is. For me, it’s not a shower, the grocery shopping or taking the dog for his walk. Those are necessities. For me it’s taking time + space before I get to a crisis point, even while feeling guilty. I’m worthy of rest + care + so are you.

**not an announcement** The 1st time I fell pregnant after A, w/ a mc and 2nd tri loss before her, I thought we’d be okay. The truth? I’d lose 3 more babies before becoming pregnant w/ her brother. The pain of watching tests go negative, is one I’ll never forget.

This might ruffle some feathers… 😅 If you work within the MH system and preach ‘mental health matters’, but don’t think about how your decisions affect patients (even the ‘difficult’ or ‘complex ones’, then it’s not inclusivity, it’s cruel, empty words.

I’ve never known anything like The Priory, Cheadle and I was only there a number of hours. Happy birthday, Beth. I wish you were here to celebrate and I’m sorry that you were let down and didn’t get the care you deserved. Your legacy lives on.

lucy matthews @lucymatthews13

a year ago

I’ve never known anything like The Priory, Cheadle and I was only there a number of hours. Happy birthday, Beth. I wish you were here to celebrate and I’m sorry that you were let down and didn’t get the care you deserved. Your legacy lives on.

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This was back when my first earth-side miracle was 8 months old and I’d returned to work. I saw a quote that said “mothers are expected to work like they don’t parent and parent like they don’t work” and wow, it struck home for me. How has being a working parent been for you?

I’ve been hesitant to share this, but here it goes. Before my admission, I’d gone to the train station to end my life. I arrived + was met with these blooms. They told me that I mattered + held me safe until others arrived. Never underestimate the impact kindness may have.

Just wanted to share an update ✨ I’m now offering pieces on pay what you feel/would like/can afford so that my art is more accessible. Postage will need to be added on top. Sending love ❤️

I really believe some people are supposed to be a part of your journey. Paths were supposed to cross + stories were meant to be shared. Perinatal peer support turned friend, + one I’m extremely thankful for. Regular catch ups that are good for the soul ❤️ @christyleighpsw