. @rexspoon

multiple fandom.. Joined January 2011

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. @rexspoon

5 hours ago

I still do not understand why good people always goes first. people like old xu, Chenzhu's parents live a life they are always harming others on way or another. but my baby. for fuck sake. he didn't deserve that.

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. @rexspoon

6 hours ago

@BLAstrology Yes and if you want to save yourself a heart ache don’t watch it

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. @rexspoon

10 hours ago

QingTian’s last Weibo post Could you come to my dreams one more time? I don’t think I’ve truly accepted that we’ve said goodbye forever. I want to borrow the moonlight and let you hear how much I’ve missed you. Suddenly, I think back to that autumn. I want so, so badly to see you one more time. You once promised you’d spend a lifetime with me—watching the falling leaves of autumn and the snow of winter. But you broke that promise. I’ll always remember that summer. I looked into the mirror and saw your eyes. One glance that felt like an eternity. The boy who would climb a tree to pick a pomegranate for me. The boy who would read to me, page after page. The boy who filled my heart with joy. Do you know? That pomegranate tree has blossomed again. Its flowers are more fragrant, sweeter, richer than they were back then. I want to sneak up and climb it, but I’m still afraid of heights. If you were here, it would be different. I’d just watch you climb a little higher instead. And I’ll always remember that winter. You took me to see the most breathtaking snowfall I’d ever known. I took out our memories, tucked them back away, and pieced them together, one fragment at a time. Year after year, I’ve prayed to every god, sought answers through divination, searched for meaning in every faith, trying everything—just wishing you would look at me one more time. I don’t cry much anymore. I never told you that, did I? So don’t worry. I won’t do anything foolish. I’ve been taking good care of myself. You always told me that I had to love myself the most. I still have so many people I love. You don’t owe me anything, and I don’t owe you anything anymore. You’ll find your own will again, your own purpose. I hope the skies where you are are brighter than ever. After saying all of this, none of it compares to the one thing I’ve wanted to tell you: I love you. Goodbye. Now that you’ve gone to heaven, I hope you get to experience the beauty of this world all over again. - How can I be okay after knowing that he was hoping for a future, to be happy and able to accept that he is gone. My baby is gone. #AWinterSunWakesTheWindInSpringHillsDream #FengQingTian #YuYiChen

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. @rexspoon

7 hours ago

No I don’t want one to be a human and another an deity. Cause deity live a long lives, how can I ask WenShu to live with the words ‘ wait for me’ I cannot. I just can’t.

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. @rexspoon

8 hours ago

@yaoi_mazter I resent ChenZhu, I resent the mountains I resent fate that made my Didi suffer, I resent ChenZhu’s parents, I resent the place they met, I resent the heaven that didn’t lead its path to WenShu . I resent everyone. I really do not how to get over this

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. @rexspoon

9 hours ago

You can think it’s overreaction, overtalking or anything you want. But I loved QingTian like a little brother. The little brother who suffered for years, went through depression, his inner struggle of living in an endless limbo and just when he breathed a fresh air. Hoping & wishing he will become happy, because he finally saw people who cared about him. His life is cut short like this. It’s really funny in a way to be honest. What karmic payment did he had with ChenZhu that when his lifeline ended, it ended QingTian’s lifeline too. What did he had to pay off that the gods forgot to write a life beyond that one thing that made his life suffer and gave him pain. Can in next life, can heaven connect the vast sky to the path of Mañjuśrī? So that this two soul that could not meet now, meet once again. #FengQingTian #XuWenShu

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. @rexspoon

9 hours ago

I take my words back. I am not thankful to you. What debt did he had to pay with his life? Wasn’t him suffering enough? May after this lifeline, the debts are paid off. There is no more connection between you and him. Hope this is the last lifeline, that you will meet with each other.

. @rexspoon

2 days ago

I know this will sound harsh, ChenZhu. Thank you for loving QingTian, and thank you for finally letting him go. I know the two of you loved each other and wanted to spend the rest of your lives together. You were even willing to go against your family to be with him. The