i'm not sure why or how but i just am not attracted to Black people that aren't attracted to other Black people. they seem to all have a certain look, a certain vibe that my body seems to just... turn away from. i'm not sure what the science of that is.
i'm not sure why or how but i just am not attracted to Black people that aren't attracted to other Black people. they seem to all have a certain look, a certain vibe that my body seems to just... turn away from. i'm not sure what the science of that is.
thinking: sometimes i wonder if it's connected to my survival instinct somehow. and if that sense sharpened in adolescence where i learned how those blacks™ were most violent to community, learned their washed behaviours, learned the "tellers" of their exclusive attractions, etc
@mallewi That bare face/pornstache, dead behind the eyes look. Their smiles are even unsettling. I’ve seen soo many living on the west coast.
@mallewi In the UK they look all types of way sksjsjsjksjsjZ and if they do like Black folks the type is particular. It’s v v exhausting. The streets are like ☯️ 😭😭😭
@mallewi Like…even on here. But especially on here. It’s so sad. I’m like…I KNOW YOU KNOW ITS NOT REAL, right?!!!!
@mallewi Same, it's like they lose their luster and look diluted, not physically but their essence