my ocd is still strong but i'm getting better (fr), i've achieved so many crazy things and i just need to keep going (and i hope my therapist will help me with my ed side as well)
i'm definitely more on the gymtwt side now (just because i eat more, though i'm still obsessed with kcal. but i like growing muscles and idk, maybe i'll never manage to like myself with an ana body so i'm trying to build muscle instead)
my ed seems way better than last year, i mean obviously i'm still obsessed with food, calories etc but i'm finally eating more without feeling too bad about it