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it's up to you to recognise these lower and distorted states/emotions that are 'holding' you back are merely parts that have protective mechanisms embedded within it, in whatever capacity that looks like for you the goal of that part was merely to survive and to protect itself from experiencing the emotion it didn't know how to deal with. it did what it HAD to. until you can approach this part, from an inquisitive and curious lens towards it, it will continue to dominate your main frame and parts of the self will remain buried, and therefore you will remain more in that reactive state.

@Tripp_untamed not sure why i'd bring anything else up in this context, of course

@theralkia its why i've dedicated my life to cranio, bodywork and health. the soul can't occupy a disorganized and distorted structure/biology. all that matters is people recognising what they truly are

@samuelcapps_ a whole lotta head bobbin and vibin

a WILD experience happened a couple days ago working with a client. i was doing cranio on a women and she had an intense amount of emotions moving around, a lot to do with fear and shame. the energy transfer from her head travelled all the way up to my armpits, normally transfers are subtle but her emotions were heavy and it reflected that in my arms. overtime during the session, as her head began to release i seen a fractal in my minds eye that was coming from her body, it felt omnipresent and had the highest levels of intelligence. mathematically perfect. the session finishes and later that night i go to sleep. bang i'm up at 12:30am wide awake feeling those emotions travel through my nervous system. immediately, i go to ground and clear in order to get back to sleep and end up taking longer than i had anticipated. finally i fall back asleep around 3am.. all of a sudden im wide awake again at 4am, yet this time as i'm beginning to awake from my dream i'm seeing the fractal that i had seen during the cranio session was coming in and out of my heart, flying around intelligently, elegantly, scanning and analyzing it, pulling out memories and painful emotions i've experienced in the past. once it recognised i was looking at it it flew away, i kept a non-judgemental frame of mind and called it back into awareness. i asked the purpose of it's task and was told it is collecting data of my heart to give to the higher beings. i'm getting more curious each day i do this work and it seems cranio has the capacity for understanding a person's fractal nature, whether it's their own unique intelligence that lives within their own body, and the act of remaining devoted to presence and the process of alleviating another person's suffering. i'm gaining such an immense amount of insight it's genuinely overwhelming. each modality i'm learning and practicing are all pointing me toward understanding the nature of fractals and all of it's intricacies. it's all fractal.

@samuelcapps_ one of the most humbling arenas to be in

attempting to merge with a mirror is an illusion. it's being able to confront the wound the mirror has exposed and to look at it for what it truly is. the ability to stand tall with courage despite the fear, shame and vulnerability that is attempting to deter you away from addressing it. that very pain is your salvation. lean in, go deeper.

you can only run from shame and trapped emotions for so long until something implodes. once you view the relationship with how you experience an emotion as a deeper access point to your own life force it becomes addicting. you're only doing yourself and others in your life a disservice by running from the very thing that is giving you life.

@CEOLandshark directly unlocking it via cranio and organic intelligence. unwinding the emotions, especially shame has only brought me closer to myself and a deeper compassion for other people. it has an addictive quality to it.

@MercureCopy quiet persuasion has completely reframed how i see persuasion as a whole, without feeling dirty. couldn't recommend it enough.

life has brought me to the simplest point for purpose and meaning. those are writing and helping others grow. as long as i have these as the core drivers, i know nothing can sway me off track. it's deeply visceral.

everything i do is creating and fostering an environment/container that allows the organism to reorient, stabilize, and increase capacity to grow and evolve. it's about increasing a positive affect to people's system, restoring their lifeforce that's been distorted and locked in the body. by proxy this opens up the ability to live a more fulfilled life, which creates a growth flywheel in their own life, the system gains stabilization and that extends to their environment of others. that becomes incumbent on the internal state of the individual to grow out of old environments or assist the other systems to grow with them. compound effect takes place organically. it's a natural evolutionary process that gets to take place and nothing is more fulfilling than this work, way of life, perspective and discipline to lead by example. this is sacred.

once you hit certain levels of depths, you realise there is no return, there never was, and the only way forward is to keep going.

@theralkia crown

the most spiritually gifted women i've dated all had BPD

unlocking direct skills around bodywork, the nervous system and the relational fields has brought me to the deepest layers of compassion i've ever felt for others. didn't realize how deep this could get and it will overwhelmingly come in waves. came from the lowest of the low without capacity to feel any felt positive sensations and emotions within my body without freezing and collapsing. shooting white beam lasers and protective shields around everyone in my environment.

@theralkia anima projections kicking my ass rn