💊crust💊 missing bf @balls4omad
borderline personality disorder babe. testerone'd cisgender woman. alpha male. slut. and so much more curiouscat.me/balls4omad 20yo • AN-R • he • bmi 21.6 Joined October 2021-
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Bro It's not even funny how little I care about myself and how much I care for him I'd give him my entire life and ik he wouldn't do the same
Sleeping anywhere else than in his arms sucks ass like wdym I turn around and there's no one to kiss my neck ?? fuck you
I wanna be held ! I wanna be comforted ! I wanna be loved !
Sometimes I get bad doubts about my trans identity like what am I taking those hormones for ? Wouldn't it be easier to just suck it up and be an attractive woman ? Idk it sucks but I think the main issue is T not working fast enough I feel like I look the same but slightly worse
Sometimes I get sad I can't have children like I mean I technically could but I'd fuck them up considering how fucked I am plus I don't wanna get pregnant and adoption for gay couples is HARD plus my bf doesn't want kids anyways but like...
Adult dating life with BPD is tough like when you're a teenager everyone's all we should see each other all the time every single day and then when your bf is in his 30s of course he has other responsabilities so you just BPD all over the place
I wanka call him soooo baaaaad it's actually painful I won't hear his voice until next week what kinda wicked witchcraft is that
Being an adult with an ed sucks because other adults usually meet you over food/alcohol and snacks so it's either you starve or you see your friends 😭
aint seen ONE person say 2023 gon be they year, yall really scared this time 😭
Felt that, my bf gets me so much nice food whenever we hang out
Felt that, my bf gets me so much nice food whenever we hang out
Listening to lana while smoking cigs to procrastinate showering. Serving coquette 🩰🎀🦢
I'm gonna shower, brush my teeth, trim my nails and cry a bit
Once I order my room I'll see if I go to the hospital
My bpd isn't really being nice to me lately idk how to cope other than hurting myself and no one's willing to help ; maybe I'd be better off in the hospital
Ok google how do I spend time completely alone and depressed
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818 Followers 649 Following 22, he/him, sick of this world, bpd and hpd haver, on edtwt, your local furry, vegan 🌱 poly and dating 2 handsome dude 💞@balls4omad you won’t believe me but lana del rey killed my mom
@balls4omad that’s what i am doing, but my friends know me too well 💀💀💀
!!!fact check!!! gender dysphoria has been arrested
Ok I was bored to death so I made a "created your own edtwt tweet" sheet go ahead and use it or I'll cry
@balls4omad yeah i’m basically already doing that. love self sabotaging
who fed this gremlin after midnight!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭
@cosmiccvnt why tf y on edtwt bbg and lass even if ur not anorexic fat is not pretty it’s disgusting and repulsive nobody likes that and if u say u do you need to stop lying to yourself
@balls4omad Yeeesssss !! To the bone puked on the carpet
@__luckyleftie "if you aren't hot, men won't love you" is not the takeaway i was expecting after those first four tweets. men who wanna fuck around will fuck around no matter how much effort you put in. how about "know your value, learn the rules of the game you're playing, and take no shit"?
Also it’s mostly just when it’s all the time / super glorified or u post uncensored pics that I have to block for my own safety 😭😭 the urges have been rly bad lately since being active here 🥲😵💫
@balls4omad New thinspo just dropped ; Cassie killed my mom
if I ever block u and we never interacted pls don’t take it personal, it’s probably bc you post about ❄️ and I’m trying to make it to 5 years clean in May 🫶 no hate
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