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that feeling when you're too tired and drained from everything.. and you don't know what to do anymore but cry. when everything is like a blur and you're about to give up and when you think of something you just randomly breakdown and realize a lot of things while crying.
people don't understand how draining it can be to try to explain what's happening inside your head, no one knows when you're struggling to understand it yourself, there are times when you just unintentionally feel sad and start to feel alone.
honestly, nothing surprises me anymore i've been through so much disappointment. that's all i expect nowadays.
"mental health matters" not until i stop replying to your messages. not until i disappear for weeks. not until i stop going out or dressing up. not until i start cutting my hair. not until i sleep too much or not at all. not until i lose energy to talk to people.
pleasing is not my thing anymore. if u decide not to talk to me or act like u don't care abt my presence, then so be it. i won't beg u and act like I can't do the things that we usually do without u if avoiding me gives u peace of mind, then i won't force u to reconcile with me.
here I am overthinking about my acads and life. how will it turn out this year? how am I gonna survive this year? like idk. the pressure, the self doubt, the new environment or surroundings just keep bugging me, nothing feels right or wrong anymore I just need to survive.
the feminine urge to quit the social media world permanently, to delete all possible information about my existence to the point that everyone would question themselves, if i really existed, and i would just live quietly and become private for the rest of my life.
it's hard that i am watching my life fall apart again after fighting so hard to get my life together.
Nothing hurts more than being left alone, wiping my own tears, comforting myself at my deepest pain.
Suddenly, everything is tiring. the coffee doesn't kick in, the to-do list never ends, and even scrolling through memes feels like a chore.
so many people will call this weather miserable but I'm obsessed with the crisp air, the foggy mornings and the sound of rain on the roof.
I'm not dad's "Little Princess" I am dad's "tough girl" who knows how to survive tough times.
it's so hard when you keep trying to improve yourself, yet you always find yourself sobbing in your room because of something you cannot understand. you feel like you're doing alright, but you also feel you're not and you frequently question yourself "am I really getting better?"
shout out to the ppl who made an effort to be my friend regardless of how quiet or distant i can get at times.
leaving me is okay. my friends leave me all the time. people always make me their last option. i'm so replaceable and i used to be like this.
Well it turns out that you thought you were mad at them for not being available for you when you needed but you were ultimately more mad at yourself for always being available for them because you have no boundaries and consistently put other people's well-being over your own.
I'm starting to cut people off silently. I don't want to tolerate disrespect, I don't want to deal with toxicity, I don't want to be around of any form of negativity.
At the end of the day it's the friend that doesn't take your ghosting phases personally.
Dear life, please don't make me cry again and again. I don't have any shoulder to cry upon, i'm all alone.
i want to run away, to leave everything behind and forget the standards, responsibilities, and expectations the world has embedded in me. i want to stop and shout and cry my heart out without worrying about anything. you don't know how much i want to go back and feel myself again
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the feminine urge to quit the social media world permanently, to delete all possible information about my existence to the point that everyone would question themselves, if i really existed, and i would just live quietly and become private for the rest of my life.
ho
it's hard that i am watching my life fall apart again after fighting so hard to get my life together.
I wish
I wanna sleep and wake up everyday without feeling drained with everything, overthinking about my future, doubting my own capability, stress out about acads and questioning my own worth.
Last na to.
pleasing is not my thing anymore. if u decide not to talk to me or act like u don't care abt my presence, then so be it. i won't beg u and act like I can't do the things that we usually do without u if avoiding me gives u peace of mind, then i won't force u to reconcile with me.
This.
so many people will call this weather miserable but I'm obsessed with the crisp air, the foggy mornings and the sound of rain on the roof.
!!
I'm starting to cut people off silently. I don't want to tolerate disrespect, I don't want to deal with toxicity, I don't want to be around of any form of negativity.
hate when this happens 🥴
Nothing hurts more than being left alone, wiping my own tears, comforting myself at my deepest pain.
240330 #정한 #JEONGHAN #세븐틴 #SEVENTEEN #ジョンハン 윙크하는 히히다람지 🐿️💛
my coquette baby is finally back 🥹🎀
palagi na lang ba ganito? Hindi, magiging okay din ang lahat Mk😘💗✨ Trust the process💞
it's so hard when you keep trying to improve yourself, yet you always find yourself sobbing in your room because of something you cannot understand. you feel like you're doing alright, but you also feel you're not and you frequently question yourself "am I really getting better?"
RN 🙃🙃🙃
it's so hard when you keep trying to improve yourself, yet you always find yourself sobbing in your room because of something you cannot understand. you feel like you're doing alright, but you also feel you're not and you frequently question yourself "am I really getting better?"
🤪
it's so hard when you keep trying to improve yourself, yet you always find yourself sobbing in your room because of something you cannot understand. you feel like you're doing alright, but you also feel you're not and you frequently question yourself "am I really getting better?"
….-
Well it turns out that you thought you were mad at them for not being available for you when you needed but you were ultimately more mad at yourself for always being available for them because you have no boundaries and consistently put other people's well-being over your own.
😀
Well it turns out that you thought you were mad at them for not being available for you when you needed but you were ultimately more mad at yourself for always being available for them because you have no boundaries and consistently put other people's well-being over your own.
korique
At the end of the day it's the friend that doesn't take your ghosting phases personally.
begging for attention and understanding, nasabihan pang weird
So me 🤧
worst pain? me talking to myself because i'll never be able to express my feelings to anyone.
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little miss girl who's losing herself again lately but acts like she doesn't care cuz she thinks she's healed already when in fact she's just distracted and too busy to cry her heart out.
:(((
little miss girl who's losing herself again lately but acts like she doesn't care cuz she thinks she's healed already when in fact she's just distracted and too busy to cry her heart out.
haha 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
little miss girl who's losing herself again lately but acts like she doesn't care cuz she thinks she's healed already when in fact she's just distracted and too busy to cry her heart out.