Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

Diagnosed DID system. Around 80+ alters with 20ish main fronters. This is just a random outlet for us to post whatever. Joined May 2020

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

3 months ago

(2/2) Painted was the expanse of darkness. Nothing good comes from a dying star. Only bringing destruction to all around it. Hateful are the victims to its rays. So the ruined canvas is thrown away, Better off dead. -Mia

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

3 months ago

(1/2) Forced solitude, No one craves for the empty glass Not the mold creeping in the walls When you look at the art all hung up, All you see is the masterpiece of failure The colour is all wrong, The strokes too thick, The battered page all torn Was it even worth anything?

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

3 months ago

Will I ever live again? Has my light gone out? It’d been dimming for many moons past, The dark consumes the unfortunate soul. Empty words and broken windows, Shattered glass painting red on skin. Fractured pieces, of me? Or the mirror? Why pick one, when you can have both.

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

3 months ago

I haven’t posted anything in a long while… but I think I’m going to post some more poetry..

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

12 months ago

Why is it that, when I give someone my everything, they never ever give it back… I just want someone to want me and give themself to me the way I do them. Fuck is that so much to ask?!

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

12 months ago

I really thought I’d leave this alone. That things were finally going to be ok. Secure enough I didn’t have to worry. Oh how things can change with just a single instance. A single moment. One person. One sentence. What the f^ck is wrong with me… everything always gets ruined.

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

a year ago

You tore me apart, left a cavity in my chest. You promised to fill it, but all you fed me was pretty lies. And like I was starving, I ate them all up. Watching my insides turn black.

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

a year ago

Everyone knows the saying “love is blind” -ur blind to looks when u love someone But I think it’s the opposite. Love isn’t blind. Love lets u see the beauty in people that u couldn’t see before. Or that others can’t see When u love someone, u love what u see, ur not blind to it

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

2 years ago

It’s only going to make me fill with regret… wishing I hadn’t given you all my secrets and let you in so much. I trusted you… I thought it could be us this time.. but I’m not good enough… I’m not really what you want.

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

2 years ago

I fucked up didn’t I… I knew I wasn’t good enough. I’m only good in your thoughts; but the real me? Not the fantasy? I’m never good enough.. no one’s going to love me the way I need. I’m destined to be alone forever…

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

2 years ago

Are you really here? Do you really mean it? Or will you leave, just like all the other times… can I hold you again? Kiss you? Can I allow myself to love you again? I just want to be with you… please don’t go

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

2 years ago

When I €ut through my skin it almost tickles… the sweet sting that follows.. is euphoric.

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

2 years ago

I shouldn’t exist.. there’s no reason for me anymore. I’m just a waste of space. A nuisance. A misfortune. Just get rid of me so you don’t have to worry anymore… -Ty

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

2 years ago

This isn’t a cry for help It’s a scream for salvation Please let the suffering end

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

2 years ago

Everything is crashing, drowning As memories swirl, creating a hurricane Flooding my mind with emotions Best left to be forgotten Yet they come in with a force A reckoning of destruction Filtering out any light, consumed by dark Everything hurts, I cannot breathe End me, please

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Effis (Forbidden System) @ForbiddenSystem

2 years ago

I want to write, but I don’t know what to write. I want to talk but I don’t know what to say. I want to cry but I can’t find my tears. I want to collapse into an oblivion. Just make the pain stop.