found a bottle of cooking wine, dumped out the bottle and threw it away in spite of how anxious i am. im proud of myself. its wild how im over 6 years sober and it scares the shit out of me on a regular basis how cravings spike when im anxious.
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@ArtsyMarx1st I'm so sorry you've been so traumatized, not least by the indoctrination of the Nazi cult (some receipts for each of those words) rationalwiki.org/wiki/Alcoholic… that jumps in to hurt so many and keep them so quiet. That is a LOT to deal with, and I hope you can heal from it all.
@davidfetter hey dont do this, this isnt the time or place, you should literally never post this for someone who goes to AA.